Heart Crying Out

Last week was...difficult. It seems like the more God works in my life, the more Satan is at work as well. There are so many different things that Satan has been throwing my direction: things that I cannot control (and I abhor having a lack of control). Even the idea of something being wrong and there is NOTHING that I can do gives me anxiety. But, I cannot diagnose, I cannot heal, I cannot make decisions for others, I cannot force, I cannot hire, I cannot mend other's relationships, I cannot...well, that's just it: I cannot. God can. So, while I have learned and grown throughout this last week, I have spent much time simply crying out to God to move and work. And though there have been times when words could not form and my mind was too muddled to process thought, my heart continued to cry out for others. These that I cannot help. These who need healing inside and out. And I cannot. But, God can.